Suddenly realised wat a sucker i am, man. All this while, i was living like tt without sensing anything wrong. It took me a whole 18yrs to figure out.

The way i come up with excuses whenever fingers are pointed at me sure is astonishing. Shockingly fast, ultra convincing, wat more can i add? And to tink i tink myself as a guy somemore. A real man will nvr give so much excuses for any mistakes he has done.

Thus, i decided. Maybe a bit too late, so let's make this my new sch semester resolution. To not give any excuses at all for any mistakes tt i solely commited. If i break it, the animal gang will milk me personallyXD

Y i realised it suddenly? Well, u noe wat they say.

Be a man and do the right thing.

If i ever wanna be a man, i should stop with all these wishy-washy stuff. But of course, the crap still hasn't gone outta my life yet. So, even if i dun give any excuses for my mistakes, maybe i'll help u give excuses for ur mistakesXD I should go write a book in the future.

101 excuses to get ur way through.

Nah, too plain a title. Muz tink of a better name.

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My da jie went to watch Brokeback Mountain. Apparently, it's a R21 movie, with not only juz guy porn, but gal porn as well.

Looks like the guys having sex in tt movie makes my da jie wanna puke as well. Nah, it's not the guys having sex tt makes her wanna puke. It's the fact tt wat if one day, her husband ends up like one of the guys in the movie? Man, i almost died of laughter when i heard her say tt.

Honestly, i won't mind having a lesbian for a wife. No, to be precise, a bisexual for a wife. Afterall, the guys in the movie aren't gay, they're bisexual!!! They enjoy it with their wives and with each other!!! If u dun call it bisexual, then watcha call it?

But to be honest, let's face it. If a gal and a gal does it, guys and some gals gets turned on. But if a guy and a guy do it, maybe some gals(?) and no guys(gays excluded) will get turned on. Maybe it's becuz of the fact tt guys portray a sense of straightness. Nah, if i have to go in deeper, i'll have to touch abt the man's sexual organ, so let's kick tt part out. So conclusion is, if u aren't gay or gal, pls dun go watch the movie, lest u get disgusted and wanna beat the theatre ppl up for refunds.

i've got attitude; 2:37 am

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Went back to work today. I tink the pig might not have any chance of entering Panasonic, becuz when i went there, i saw 6 new faces. And of course, all 6 are temp. employees. Sry pig, but ya gotta pray this time.

Afterwhich i realised one thing when i tok to them.

JAE RESULTS ARE OUT TODAY.

I totally forgot abt them, and i even went to work. In this case, is omfg, man. No thx to crab for anyhow helping me check if JAE results were out or not. I suspect tt asshole juz go tt website see a while, then exit liao.

And i got my first choice, Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering(NP).

YEA MAN, NOW TT'S WAT I CALL A ONE HIT KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I believe many may ask y i chose NP instead of SP. Well, can't help it, NP juz requires one bus to reach, 154. Besides, it's full of chiobusXD

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Only problem now is, when do they start sch?

i've got attitude; 6:53 pm

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On tues nite, some unknown guy(Can't tell, only got the HP. no, no name) SMS me and asked me if i was going back to sch to get a'lvl results.

First thought tt occured in my mind; wat has a'lvl results got to do with me? I'm far away from 'em, dude.

Next morning, my jc classmate called to asked me if i was going to sch to collect MT results. Hell man, u wan me to go back to get back some result slip with a 'F9' on it? But looking at the fact tt i was missing jc the nite before, i decided to head back.

Wat happened at the sch, i won't elaborate, but after summing up wat happened now, and wat happened last time during CNY celebration, i made up my mind. I won't be heading back to jc ever again, after collecting PW results. Can't rly explain y, but if i tell u the morale of some story, maybe u'll understand.

In everyone's life, it's like a movie with tt person as a lead actor or actress. Every other person in tt guy's life are like supporting actors or actresses, juz waiting to come out for a while, then nvr appear again. Take a mother who juz gave birth to a child for example. From tt point of life onwards, to the mother, the child is her everything and another lead actor in her life. But will it be the same for the child when he grows up? Will the mother also be the child's lead actress in his life?

Thus, i decided it's time i stop looking at the past and freaking hell, get on with my life. At certain points of time, ya gotta look back a while before u discover the fact tt, u can't stand there and look back forever. U juz stand there and look back, it's gonna be a big waste of time, and a person's time in this world is limited.

So there.

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Should be heading back to work tml. I tink i'm gonna get beaten up by my colleagues for not going to work for 3 days. Afterall, i juz took leave like tt and left all the work for them to share. It'll be a miracle for me to get thru tml without OT sia.(note*OT refers to working all the way till 12amT_T)

So who's game for some Dragoon of the Avengers on sat? I can't wait to thrash the noobs, manXD

i've got attitude; 1:59 am

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Wanna try figuring out wat the gal is saying?XD

1. Get a pig to sit on u.
2. Get someone to make u bend all the way till u touch ur toes.
3. Apply counterpain or any form of medication on it.
4. Let time to the healing.
5. See a doctor.

Of course, i'm not lucky enough to try out method 1,2 and 4, so i won't noe for sure whether they work or not. Feel free to try them and gimme ur comments abt 'em.

Apparently, i'll have to skipped work till thursday if this freaking sprained back still doesn't heal itself, after the medicine tt the doc gave me today. The pain is getting awfully weird, comes back and goes away, depending on how it feels. Sometimes, i have to bend to feel the pain. Sometimes, i dun even have to bend and i can feel the pain. Man, the doc's medicine better work or i'll be classified as 'Senior Citizens' soon. I noe ppl aged, but this is too fast for me.

I MUZ be getting old.

Stupid crab wasn't helpful either. Wanted to get the address of any 'Push Take' doctor tt he's been to before, becuz counterpain wasn't helping much either. Tt asshole pon sch to slack at home and dun have the time to help me check for the address of the doc. In the end, looks like western docs are better than chinese docs, at least they're easily found and more common.

Gd thing abt this sprained back is, i got to do some slacking and realised, slacking is indeed tons better than working. Too bad one cannot do without the other, so in order to balance the sanity in my mind, i muz force myself to go back to work. If not, i'll rly become retarded in notime.

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For all who's reading this post, u muz be wondering y i'm blogging so freaking late in the nite. Well, i got MC till thurs, which means i can stay up as late as i wan and slp until goodness-noez-wat-time. But the real problem is, i'm school-sick. In other words, i'm missing my jc again.

To say missing my jc is not so accurate. A more accurate saying would be 'missing sch life'. It's true tt sch's rigid, boring, fixed hrs and everything, but i found a big difference btw sch and work. In sch, u get to play and slack a bit, whereas in work, it's work or the door for u.

Honestly, i suddenly thought of the times in jc and sec. Like the times when my GP teacher Mrs Naidu was teaching me abt the differences btw reality and ideals. Y i luv her lessons is becuz i really learn something and rmbr during her lessons. She doesn't teach, she educates me into wat i hoped, a more mature person. It's only thru her lessons when i realised how meaningful, yet boring life can be. But not juz tt, the times i spent with my classmates were rly gd as well. Like the times when i was doing PW with them. We were always fooling around but laughing and joking. Throughout the whole PW schedule, i have to say, we barely scrapped thru the whole thing. Even the floorball trainings, the lectures, they were all irreplaceable in my memories.

I can still rmbr the first time i went to jc, and i was still tinking, y am i here? I actually dreaded going to tt place. In the end, it turns out tt this place contains some of my best memories.

I also rmbred abt sec sch. The times those dudes and i spent together.......The times when i said i'll worshipped crab if we escaped punishment for not bring books(In the end, we rly escaped punishmentXD) The times when i played a prank on bear by whispering thru the hole in the wall tt he's a big fat pig.....Even the times when i kept making the cock cry in sec 1 and 2.

And to tink i used to take those times for granted. I always thought i'll be ok and it won't make a difference if i left all these behind. But now tt i have left all these behind, some part of me seems to miss the past. To tell the truth, if life wasn't all abt the limited amt of yrs we had to live, i wouldn't rly mind going back to sec sch and repeat it all over again. Sometimes, it's juz kinda......hard to not regret when u compare the times in the past and the times now. Man, i muz be rly retarded if i actually went back to sec sch again.

Holy f***, my sudden thoughts of wanting to go back into the past better be common throughout all teenagers sia. I dun wanna be the special asshole who's gonna be retarded and break down soon.

i've got attitude; 2:49 am

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