}the_attituded^kid{
Yeo Han Ming a.k.a Bayee Seng
Future Ambition: Currently undergoing Renovations
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Trapped in P.T.
}likes{
Food
Play
Sleep
Slack
No particular dislikes
Current^Status&>>
status :: Recruit in Training
&wishlist~
1. Invisiblity Cloak
2. Dynamites (unlimited)
3. Excalibur
4. Ultimate protection from dust for my house (save me the trouble to clean it)
5. Anti-Mozzie Defense Towers
6. Anti-Snoring Device
7. One Gundam to protect sg and convince LKY that i dun need to go to the army
8. Create the Sekundes Law of Science
9. 5 inch water hose with unlimited pressurized water of at least 14 bar
10. HDTV for my XBOX360
11. Unlimited AA batteries for my controller
12. Teleportation device that allows me to teleport anywhere
13. Motorbike
14. W980
15. One Rocket Launcher, unlimited ammo
16. One Iron Man Suit made of Titanium(ASAP)
[Friends>>
Ming Cheng| Zension
Yvvone| Pearl
Jolene| Fen Yi
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2006/01/28
Well, tml will be CNY. Normally, at this time, i ought to be at grandma's hse having reunion dinner and after tt, playing mahjong. But somehow or rather, tt ain't happening. Looks like the saying of 'When a person dies, he can't change anything' isn't as true as i tink it is.
Woke up at 1pm, finally got a gd nite's slp this wk. Afterall, i've been waking up early to go to work, man. Played mahjong with 2 sis and bro-in-law, when we stopped for a break. Apparently, mum was crying again. Well, can't rly blame her, someone who has been by ur side and always been ur pillar of strength for more than 25 yrs has suddenly disappeared from her life. Wondered if dad went to visit her in her dreams last nite.
Sometimes i wonder if dad rly comes back to visit us, in our dreams. Dreams are normally formed when a person is slping. It mostly comprises of how our right brain tinks, which is y in dreams, our imagination is at the greatest during tt period of time. Also, it can sometimes represents wat our inner hearts rly wanted, wat we normally would have done if there were no restrictions, no laws, no morals, no watever. In other words, total freedom. Which is y sometimes i wonder the fact tt if we dream abt someone, is it becuz we miss tt person a lot, so we chose a place where tt person could come back again? or izzit becuz the person rly did come back, as a soul to visit us?
Honestly, i would accept none of the above. Ever since dad died, i've only dreamt abt him once, one clear dream with him in it and, tt's it. Maybe it's my lack of memory tt caused me to forget abt other dreams. But if it isn't, then does it mean i dun miss dad at all in my inner heart or dad juz dun wanna visit me, a son which he probably brought up for nth?
Normally, i wouldn't tink abt such things, but somehow or rather, while having dinner juz now, i can't help but tink tt sth seems to be missing from the dinner table. The steamboat was great, so it can't be the food. But somehow or rather, something juz seems to be missing. I can't help but feel a little lost. Maybe it's wat u called not adapted yet?
Too bad i not gambling this yr to save some of the luck. If not, i might have own them and win $$$$$$. Well, it seems tt we played 10 games of mahjong, i happened to win 7. Maybe my sis are noob ba, u nvr noe.
; 8:29 pm
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