1. Ryan(classmate at IJC)
2. forgot-his-name(OG mate at JJC)
3. can't rmbr his name(classmate at JJC)
4. Qing Yun(school mate at IJC)

it's as if each person from the different phases of my life this yr pop out to remind me how i passed by yr 2005. With them, came the good, the bad, the not-so-good, the not-so-bad memories. To avoid being scared outta my wits by tinking who else i'll run into next, i rushed my way home and thank goodness, no one else pop out other than the 4 ppl who represent the 4 major stages of my life.

maybe this is a way of reminding me how i passed by this yr, effectively, carelessly, wateverly and to remind me not to commit any mistakes i made this yr. quite shocking, for such things dun happen in sec sch. i guess tt is due to the fact tt my sec sch only got 1 major stage: going to sch at 7.10, coming home at 1.50. Limited amt of frenz, always outcasted by classmates, practising IT(Ignorance and Tolerance) to the highest lvl was all the stuff i could rmbr from sec sch. Other than tt, there was nth significant during tt stage of my life. perhaps this is how a peaceful life should be, no troubles, no problems, living in content. But look at me, man. how many shocking events happened this yr?

1. Going to JJC first 3 months.
2. Found out making frenz were a lot easier than i thought.
3. First time i did mass dance(interesting, didn't noe gals were so soft)
4. Found a new crush in my OG(now the thought is shattered, but i dun care abt tt bitch either)
5. First time in my life, gave attitude to teachers.
6. Start of rebellious stage in my life.
7. Found out life was rly damn freakingly interesting.
8. Found out computering is a bore.(Miss one lesson and u die)
9. Every sat or sun, went to play badminton, then go buddy's hse(yong wen of course)
10. Worked for the first time in my life at Nestle.
11. Stupid photographer of JJC managed to make the side of my face come out in almost every photo with me in it.
12. Went to chalet with OG, whereby 20 over ppl squeeze in one stupid room.
13. Got kicked outta JJC and to IJC, due to lousy L1R5.
14. Wondering y i was in IJC while looking at the sky, on first day of sch.
15. Short time with OGmates, not worth mentioning and rmbring.
16. Was in a rojack class and again, making frens was easy(i didn't say true frenz hor)
17. Took neoprint the 3rd time of my life.
18. Found ppl with similar interests(anime), lamers(a lot of 'em) and weirdos.
19. Got sorted into another class(more interesting than the previous)
20. Got a crush on another gal in IJC(chiobu nia!)
21. Found out she was a lamer worse than me.
22. Maybe i'll tell her my feelings sometime in the future?
23. Got a big shock when i heard the CCA Japanese Culture Society.
24. Was one of the founders of Floorball CCA=D
25. Maybe IJC wasn't as bad as i thought?
26. Met my CT Mrs Naidu, thru every GP lesson, she shocked me by letting me realise how little my knowledge is, compared to hers.
27. Project Work, with 4 gals, and thought at first tt Pearl and Yvonne Tio were baddies.
28. Realised i was the baddie instead.
29. Dunno wat came over me, couldn't find the urge to study anymore.
30. Meet-The-Parents session, with my 3 Fs being elaborated.
31. Decided to try and force my mind into study mode.
32. Not very effective, the force ain't with me.
33. Went to camp, came back, found out dad got cancer.
34. First time i cried in my life so hard, when i haven't cried since sec sch.
35. Getting kinda stressful and worried abt dad.
36. Got hope tt he will recover, with not a single thought abt him dying until 20 yrs later.
37. Dad went to hospital.
38. Thought he'll come back from there, for sure.
39. Dad died on Sat, 24th September.
40. Cried and cried and cried, wishing all these were a dream.
41. Starting to doubt the existence of humans, when they only had such limited time.
42. Recovered a bit, but still devastated, y the fuck they took such a great guy.
43. Remembered the conversations i have with jieying abt heaven needing guys with talent and why the ones with talent died early.
44. Convinced tt dad went off for early retirement.
45. Still unable to get the study mood for promos.
46. Promos came and went.
47. Still got 3 Fs, unable to promote.
48. Was rly confused, frightened and scared, abt my future for the first time.
49. tt became the reason to the existence of this blog.
50. Thank goodness i got such a great CT who managed to give me good advice and counselling
51. Thx to 2 teachers, one chem and one GP, i was convinced to go poly.
52. Decided to go Poly.
53. Couldn't bring myself to inform my family abt it.
54. Project Work Oral Presentation, was late for the reporting part for half an hr.
55. Was informed i need to go back on friday for dunno-wat-shit.
56. Forgot all abt it, plus dad's 7 7 49 day annivesary day, further contributes to my absence for the PW thingy.
57. Went to have a tok with IJC Principal Ms Yeo and got a 1 hr lecture from her.
58. Told her i was going to Poly.
59. Pissed her off before she pissed me off.
60. Got a withdrawal letter from her personally.
61. Felt happy, yet sad, happy as in i'm going to poly, sad as in have to leave so many frenz.
62. Family found out, a letter was sent to my hse EARLY IN THE MORNING ONE DAY AFTER MY LECTURE WITH MS YEO.
63. Suspected the letter was sent using DHL or Fedex Express, cuz other ppl got the letter at evening or on sunday, and they stay NEARER TO IJC than me.
64. One huge commotion was raised as a result of my actions without telling my family.
65. Everything settled, withdrawal letter handed in to General Office.
66. Outta IJC, a free man.
67. Still kinda sad, leaving so many ppl when we alrdy start to become gd frenz.
68. Aiming to go into Singapore Polytechnic, Chemical Engineering.

Above is a summary of wat happened to me for this whole yr, or rather, 11 months. Can't rmbr any other events. Will update this list, for interested readers.

Once again, for all IJC ppl tt i've met and became frenz with, one huge thank you to u all and sorry as well, for unable to stay on with u guys. Hopefully, we can still keep in contact.

Realised tt this is rly one colourful yr, with my life mainly in stormy dayz. let's hope next yr can be better(Probably involve finding a stead, eh)